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My little bother and sister were pretending to be dogs.... again, today. My little brother was coping everything that my aunt's dog, Bingly, did. This 'everything' inculdes sniffing everything (as in crotches and asses, the works) licking, or trying to lick, everyone's face, ok, i had him stop with the form of using the everyday restroom. But there was a revolting thing that i did not need to witness, so naturally I will share. Bingly was licking my bro's face so.... as my bro needed to copy Bingly, he correspondingly started licking the face in front of him, the dog's. they stoped when Theo saw me spazing. He couldn't manage to technically make out with the dog, because he was too busy laughing at me. I don't know, maybe I am over-reacting.... but my little brother was about to make out with A DOG.... anyway... | | |
| Summer! Yay! I have finally gotten my ipod and i am downloading more songs than ever onto it. the only problemo is that, in the spur of the moment while chosing artists to download, I forget whoever I wanted to download. So, if whoever reads this could please write down people you like, people as in bands, and i will see if i like them. : )) thankee | | |
| Ok, there are a few people that I want to read this, so if you want take the chance and read, I hate bitching but I am going to have a big bitch on my life right now.
So last night there were three birthday parties. One for my kinda-not-really-freindAriel, we talk in LA but that is about it. One for my pretty good friend Izzie and another for my really good old freind Maura, who I have been close to since 3rd grade. At 6 flags izzie kept on bitching about how no one was going to her party b/c they were all at Ariel's. She felt bad about not inviting me, I guess, so she..... well here was her invitation:
"I am sorry, I would invite you but..... well I should invite you..... o.k. fine! come." there we go, my invitation to a 4 person party. I then later that night found out about my really good freind Maura's party. Izzie was saying why Maura wasn't there and I was thinking..... 'wait Maura party?' Yes. Maura's party with Hannah and Jordan, not me. I called her house to check. Patrick picked up the phone.
"Hello?"
"this is liz can I talk to Maura?"
"she is a.... asleep."
"with Hannah and Jordan?"
"yes"
"bye."
it was not some joke. anyway, I shouldn't make such a big deal but... See Maura is always saying how she doesn't want to lose us as in her freinds, in the highschool. Well guess what. We aren't leaving her. She is leaving us, or at least me. I am happy that Hannah was there, but she has taken my place ever since she came to Orrington. I love her but, I was the wierd girl from out of state with sappy stories about freinds left behind. Then she comes in with her 'small girl' attitude and now she had the sappy stories about freinds left behind, the weird new girl. I was Maura's best freind, we would do everything together, but what do you know! Hannah is cooler and funner to be around, now Hannah is Maura's best freind. I don't want to keep going on about Hannah because I am sounding like a bitch, but that is what i am doing right now, bitching the crap out of my life.
Now I have been talking to Katherine too long, I guess, but she has been telling me about how I really need to leave my freinds because they aren't really my freinds. I tell her just about everything. She has told me that I really don't have any freinds and that all of my so called freinds don't hang out with me because they figure they don't have to try to stay my freind because I will always be there, giving them another chance. Well, she has convinced me. I have no freinds, or at least ones that like me as much as I like them. So I have been in a really bad mood seing even more bad things in life then I ever have and my sis and my dad keep telling me how pointless it is to look at the bad things in life so I guess I just won't talk anymore, therefor making it impossible for me to say something pesimistic.
I am sorry for being annoying and trying too hard to get you to like me. Don't feel bad about leaving me out of things anymore, I understand. | | |
| ok, I still am not very committed. This is really just my journal for saying things that I really feel like saying. Ok. I am getting vry pissed at the situation at school. I am really sry Cassandra that I am talking about it, but ms Quinn really pissed me off. What she said was true, dudes that fuck every one up are looked up to by other guys. They are considered 'cool' and 'hot' w/e. Girls that fuck a lot are called sluts. That part is true, but it is irrelevent to the bus trip. People aren't harrassing Cassandra b/c she was fingered, they are harrassing her b/c they feel that she acted wrongly and was very low to lie to her mom about being forced into all this. That is why people are pissed at her and calling her names such as 'fish-sticks' If she hadn't acted on this and hadn't spilled the mess, all of this wouldn't be such a big fucking deal. | | |
| Ok, havn't been vry committed, will try harder. Going way back to before my computer was fucking up.
I went to the CSO with my group violin class. I was a little dissapionted b/c my dad was chaperoning and our tickets just happened to be right next to eachother, and I was twitching cause I couldnt' move and I had some of my sister's nice clothes on b/c my parents are so cheap they won't get me my own... anyway back on topic. The CSO played really well and I know I am never going to be that good.
I finally got started on my science experiment, and it failed. The bacteria didn't grow and the spices didnt' effect them. *tear* I did get the whole paper into Mrs. Williams none the less and I am probably going to fail. i don't care, that class really isnt' all too important to me.
Easter was.... interesting. I don't really remember much of the sermon but I remember that when I came back to coffee hour, a time when the congragation eats and talks, I saw Cass lying on some chairs. I went over to talk to him and the first thing he said to me was 'I'm not high.' I was so convinced after his frequent mood changes and couldn't sit still, yes, vry convinced.
Today I am just putting all my music from my computer onto CDs for my trip to Springfeild. I thought I would be more exited, but I am sick, and that kinda pulls my spirtis down. *more tears* I am going down to the captital even if I dont' get better, I do not want to go to school when I dotn' have to, kids not going to springfeild still have to go to school. So yea........ I am v. pissed at my computer because it lost a whole CD that I had on there. Ok. Goodbye my lovers. | | |
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